Sunday, May 22, 2005

Amazed, Puzzled, Confused...

Just saw BLACK.. well can't say black, saw teh second cd in a rush with FFs... but still... it was good...... i did read helen keller's "story of my life" a bit, but this one was some wht different....shud mention, teh small girl was better than rani :d
was amazed by teh will power and determination of teh girl, was puzzled if such people really exist, was confused about myself....... wht am i achieving with my eyes, ear and voice!!!
teh movie did bring in teh same feelings which i experienced whn i first visited a blind school with ashmita[(hmmmm......those sweet days!! the fun-filled class,writting 15 pages (i am talking abt teh looooong answer sheet like pages!!) long letters to anna, teh pride of owning a keyboard (its been about 5 yrs since i've played it:(), the weird feeling of sophistication of dining in teh air force officers's mess (atta hated me for taht :d), tht scenic NEEP,teh thunder&lightening full rain, the music competetions with my neighbour (wonder wht hez doing now!!), the non stop bathroom singing,(well this is still there:-P), those desperate rounds to children lib in colony trying to get myself interested in reading detective novels and ending up picking books on fashion n cooking :d!!, those lunches @ BBC (still can't figure out how i ate tht american choupsey!!)........ ok ok jana tha japan pahoonch gaye chin :d
the blind school......... it was some experience, ashmita's family frnd was teh school's principal, he also is blind. Must say he sounded sooooooooooooo nice, i was really amazed how he cud manage teh biggest blind school in asssam so succefully, he taught us braille, (well we tried to remmeber but....... donno if ashmita remmebers anything), took us around teh huge campus, i was really amazed how teh blind studnets were stolling around in teh campus liek tehy knew each centimeter of it, i still remmeber teh guy who was walking around playing flute beautifully..... i was so overwhelmed i couldn't stop asking each student's name... we returned taht day with a strange feeling withing us.. hehehe i was also amazed by teh principal's daughter's red with white polka dots skirt:-P, ashmita told me she wore only mini skirts :D. even to school!!!( womder wht shez doing now ;))
Whn i was @ gayatri in vizag, teh bus i took to bac home frm college used to stop at a def and dumb school. one shud see to believe how they converse. I had decided either i wud change teh bus or wud learn sign language....... it really drove me crazy.. there were boys and girls, playing pranks on each other, flirting, fighting, laughing, teasing... doing everything "normal" with their sign language. I used to try so hard to understand wht teh joke was taht i always ended up carcking my head.... cudn't make out even one sentece in those 3 months!!!
now taht i hav mentioned asmita (tuk-tuk for clooooooose pals n family), lemme introduce her. Ashmita Paul was one of teh most intelligent 16 yr old i had ever met. there was something abt her tht reminded me of ashwarya rai teh moment i saw her. my entire class was fida on her whn she joined our school. ashmitaz doing her final yr MBBS at silchar medical college, assam and does not forget to sen dme a sms everyday....... but forgets my bday!!!!!!!hehehhe don worry ashmi. will deffo send u teh cowboy hat whn i get there... :D

Monday, May 16, 2005

Disconnected.....

never ever thought i wud miss anything like this.... being disconnected frm teh rest of world for some 3-4 days... INTERNET... donno whn n how it became an itegral part of my life... i know wht i missed.... ;)...
its really funny how some people try to act smart which actually proves how dumb they r... well happens to me also sometimes... but the sify technician who came over to set right my connection... papom.... :d
neways...
annaz bac. so r teh choclates, the chocolate dates... the lindt...:d
mera no. kab aayega :(

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Wadda Year....

Another year,another chapter, another phase of my life comes to an end.... what a yr it was....... some serious growing up... hmm... turning 22 brings in a mixed feeling....... i always wanted to be 22 but now i feel so soon!!
My 21st year was sort of strange.. not my usual days.... guess it was kind of an interphase between the carefree vichi to a lil mature vichi(well... still not all tht mature) working, meeting the gr8 people (found a few ppl i wud really luv to b frndz with).. was a different exp. but basically i remain the same..
overall i was lucky this year....... got my diamonds :D, met some amazing people, got thru a no.14 ranked US univ... hope this coming year is as good n i get to go to TAMU..
This bday was boring but was full of pleasant suprises,was invited to a disco (!!), ppl i least expected to rememeber my bday wished me..... and ppl i thought cud never forget my bday forgot to wish me :( , n some frndz called me up n forgot to wish me !!! well life keeps changing u can't expect things to b same always (!!)
I really hope tht i don forget the bdays of all ppl who wished me whom i expected to wish.... basically every1 i know...