Every song u hear.... always depicts some1z life and that some1 is most of the times you...
It starts with
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even mather how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down ’till the end of the day
Clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
You didn’t look out below,
Watch the time go right out the window
Tryn’ to hold on
Didn’t even know, I wasted it all
Just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it’s meant to be
Will, eventually be,
A memory of a time,
When I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter...
I had to fall, to loose it all...
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter...
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even mather how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself
How I tried so hard...
Dispite the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so far
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end...
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to be, will
Eventually, be a memory of a time
When I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
I had to fall, to loose it all
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far, as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I’ve put my trust, in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know...
I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
I had to fall, to loose it all,
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Bapatla Blast !!!
same roar whn i got onto teh stage.... same recognition, same love, same affection..... same homely Bapatla...
so finally got my third gold medal for god knows what eason. they shud announce it also i must say...
i seriously needed a tape recorded answer for "oh VICHIKA*excitment*. what r u doing now??"
neways. felt happy tht i was still a known person on campus... specially whn teh poor anchor of MAA TV's JOSH had to stand while i n muva were given seats:-P!!..
got to know 2 really interesting things:
1. sriram yeah our very own "phew!" sriram. yea hez got into Tollywood. yeah u heard me rite tollywood!!! goeology sir told me tht he was seen in a TV prog.... "PHEW!!!" i can't wait to tell this on the grp!!!.... hehhee was wondering where our own star had disappeaerd.. must b busy"!!!!!"
2. shyam. yea our prabhu deva.... got thru gate. yeah yeah gate. fel t soooooooooooo happpy for him.. i can't wait to put this on teh grp. yeah will mail today!
everything else is so much same in dept. except tht all sirs now av color mobiles.. n r krishna rao is now teh dept lib incharge. hahahaha yea added responsibilities.. hehehehe..... sir baap bane wale hain!!! n sweet satush sir is still teh same... sweet.
felt bad tht cudn't spend much time with RV sir. oh i miss talking tohim so much.. but had to b with mahi . she wud sure hav got a lot upset. managed to split my time btwn auntie n mahi..... auntie is such a sweet heart....
n god knows how tht ash don got into CTS!! i just cudn't believe ..... i hope god knows wht he is doing.. well i shudnot say this but still... ok mayb she was rite in her own way... naaaaaaaaah i don believe this....
neways...
GEBz come out so well. looked so good. omkaram garu was asking me how was it. felt so nice!! n the kalyana mandapam..... awesoem....... but errr said tht without going inside:-P... RV sir said whtz teh diffeence btwn u n a common man if u say tht just by external looks :-P
i just wish i get my visa. n get a chance to spend some more time with RV sir b4 i go... :)
so finally got my third gold medal for god knows what eason. they shud announce it also i must say...
i seriously needed a tape recorded answer for "oh VICHIKA*excitment*. what r u doing now??"
neways. felt happy tht i was still a known person on campus... specially whn teh poor anchor of MAA TV's JOSH had to stand while i n muva were given seats:-P!!..
got to know 2 really interesting things:
1. sriram yeah our very own "phew!" sriram. yea hez got into Tollywood. yeah u heard me rite tollywood!!! goeology sir told me tht he was seen in a TV prog.... "PHEW!!!" i can't wait to tell this on the grp!!!.... hehhee was wondering where our own star had disappeaerd.. must b busy"!!!!!"
2. shyam. yea our prabhu deva.... got thru gate. yeah yeah gate. fel t soooooooooooo happpy for him.. i can't wait to put this on teh grp. yeah will mail today!
everything else is so much same in dept. except tht all sirs now av color mobiles.. n r krishna rao is now teh dept lib incharge. hahahaha yea added responsibilities.. hehehehe..... sir baap bane wale hain!!! n sweet satush sir is still teh same... sweet.
felt bad tht cudn't spend much time with RV sir. oh i miss talking tohim so much.. but had to b with mahi . she wud sure hav got a lot upset. managed to split my time btwn auntie n mahi..... auntie is such a sweet heart....
n god knows how tht ash don got into CTS!! i just cudn't believe ..... i hope god knows wht he is doing.. well i shudnot say this but still... ok mayb she was rite in her own way... naaaaaaaaah i don believe this....
neways...
GEBz come out so well. looked so good. omkaram garu was asking me how was it. felt so nice!! n the kalyana mandapam..... awesoem....... but errr said tht without going inside:-P... RV sir said whtz teh diffeence btwn u n a common man if u say tht just by external looks :-P
i just wish i get my visa. n get a chance to spend some more time with RV sir b4 i go... :)
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Hand Writting Speaks...
suddenly remembered my hand writting analysis.... dug it out frm my inbox n saved it... i feel its 90% right... mayb more...
Vichika
Vichika rarely shows emotions. She is very objective. Withholds her feelings. Judgement comes from her head rather than from her heart.
She is very acquisitive in nature. She is keen to acquire knowledge, ideas and education. Likes bit of philosophy in life.
She possesses high concentration ability. She has ability to focus clearly on one thing at a time. But at the first impression, one thinks vichika to be a very reserved person. She is socially very choosy. She has very few close friends. She does not open up unless she becomes very close to some body.
She has the desire for culture. She likes traveling, adventure, music and fine food. She has fluidity of thought. This signifies the ability to follow and change thoughts smoothly. She is a very good conversationist, speaker and writer.
She is a comprehensive thinker. She has lightening fast mind that can size up situations instantly. She is curious but impatient. She is quick, investigative and exploratory thinker. Gets irritated by slow talkers and doers. She is however self reliant.
She has good imagination ability. Has got the ability to visualize and see things clearly.
However, she suffers from low self esteem. She is very sensitive to criticism. She can’t bear some body criticizing her and gets upset with it.
She has bit of temper, irritation towards others. Some times tends to set unrealistic goals..
Overall, Vichika is a girl with vision. Lot of concentration, imagination and clear cut plan for her life. Due to her low self esteem, she under estimates her self and does not give credit to herself for her success. She seems to be reserved and does not mix up with people too quickly. She does not express her emotions and feelings voluntarily. She needs to develop leadership abilities which are missing.
She is a good speaker, conversationist and a writer.
Overall, a wonderful personality.
Vichika
Vichika rarely shows emotions. She is very objective. Withholds her feelings. Judgement comes from her head rather than from her heart.
She is very acquisitive in nature. She is keen to acquire knowledge, ideas and education. Likes bit of philosophy in life.
She possesses high concentration ability. She has ability to focus clearly on one thing at a time. But at the first impression, one thinks vichika to be a very reserved person. She is socially very choosy. She has very few close friends. She does not open up unless she becomes very close to some body.
She has the desire for culture. She likes traveling, adventure, music and fine food. She has fluidity of thought. This signifies the ability to follow and change thoughts smoothly. She is a very good conversationist, speaker and writer.
She is a comprehensive thinker. She has lightening fast mind that can size up situations instantly. She is curious but impatient. She is quick, investigative and exploratory thinker. Gets irritated by slow talkers and doers. She is however self reliant.
She has good imagination ability. Has got the ability to visualize and see things clearly.
However, she suffers from low self esteem. She is very sensitive to criticism. She can’t bear some body criticizing her and gets upset with it.
She has bit of temper, irritation towards others. Some times tends to set unrealistic goals..
Overall, Vichika is a girl with vision. Lot of concentration, imagination and clear cut plan for her life. Due to her low self esteem, she under estimates her self and does not give credit to herself for her success. She seems to be reserved and does not mix up with people too quickly. She does not express her emotions and feelings voluntarily. She needs to develop leadership abilities which are missing.
She is a good speaker, conversationist and a writer.
Overall, a wonderful personality.
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